If I Failed You

If I failed you
in some manner,
I don’t remember.
Or the days were wrong.
The moon was in the wrong house.
It was probably a Saturday.

I tend lose track of Saturdays.

If I failed you
in some manner,
did I say I was sorry?
Did you tell me I need to?
I am not always aware.
My eyes are open 
but the visions of bright ideas
can block my view.

I never know when this will happen.

If I failed you
in some manner,
it’s because you expected me not to.
I plant and grow expectations
as much as you.
Sometimes things die.
Balls get dropped.
This is tough because
I was hungry for it too.

Let’s feast on forgiveness instead.